The musings of a teen hero to be. I see this as a scrapbook and journal of his journy. I like to think of it IG as his battered composition book full of "deep" thoughts on his adventures but first
THE QUESTIONAIRE
Introduction
Give a two or three word description of yourself. (Describe your character's concept.)
Reluctant Teen Hero
Do you have any nicknames, street names, titles, or nom de plume?T
he Government and ASTRO Labs list my file under the code name Phalanx
What is your full birth name?
Michael Allen Harris
Where do you live?
In my parents house in Hanover.
Why do you live there?
Its my parents house and I'm 16.
What do you perceive as your greatest strength?
Loyalty to my friends.
What do you perceive as your greatest weakness?
The detructive potential of my powers
Physical Traits
How old are you?
16
What is your sex?
Male
What is your race?
Human? american caucasian mutt
How tall are you?
6'3"
How much do you weigh?
210 Lbs
What is your general body type, frame, bone structure, and poise?
Tall and muscular but not overly muscular, stands slouched or leaning with shoulders drawn in.
What is your skin colour?
Pale but with an olive base waiting to come out should I get more sun.
What is your hair colour?
Coal Black
What is your hair style?
Shoulder length and somewhat unkempt, bangs perpetually in my face.
Do you have any facial hair?
Much to my chagrin I can't even manage bad teen stubble
What is your eye colour?
Emerald like my mothers
How attractive are you?
Reasonably, but I hide it under baggy clothes and a sullen demeanor.
What is your most distinguishing feature?
I have a very striking, chiseld face, but hide it behind unkempt hair and a bad attitude.
Do you have any scars, tattoos, or birthmarks?
Nope
What is your handedness (left/right/ambidextrous)?
I write with my right but I also wear my watch on the right and tend to interchange hands on different tasks. Alex says my file lists me as ambidextrous.
Do you resemble some currently known person?
Not really other than the eyes from my mom I barely even look like my parents. Dads all of 5'8" and mom tops out at 5'4" I was taller than them by the time I was 12. Despite being a big sports fan dad is not even a little athletic and while oms a fan of the pilates I don't think I got my frame there either.
What kind of clothing do you wear?
Loose and baggy dark colors mostly. Topped off by a rumpled black duster.
Do you wear makeup?
Not since I stopped trick or treating
What sort of vocal tone do you have?
I did get lucky on the voice change and only had about a week of cracking before it settled into a full deep timber. I do tend however to mumble but can project quite well when the need arises.
History
Where is your homeland?
Freedom City, USA
Are you aware of its history?
Yea my dad is kinda an amatuer historian and tend to be on the verbose side for his favored topic.
Are you patriotic or a social outcast?
Can't it be both? I'm patriotic I suppose but I'm kinda an outcast on the smaller scale.
What are your opinion of home?
Its Freedom. It really is the shinning example of what humanity super and normal alike can accomplish together. Well I suppose the rest of the country is pretty good too. I really think of Freedom as the heart of America though Alex says thats pretty biased.
Where is your home town?
Freedom City
Are your real reasons for becoming an adventurer different from what you tell others?
Once I do so probably not but first I'll have to see a need worthy of the risks to others.
How far would you go to keep such secrets from being revealed? What would you do if the truth became known?
Well there really aren't much in the way of secrets I'm a bad liar so I try just not to.
What do you fear would occur if the truth became known?
Not really aplicable
Do you have any particularly high or low ability scores?
Well I'm stronger and tougher than anyone I've met so far. Alex says the doctors projected that I have potential 'Off the charts' but that their method had inaccuracies.
How have these scores affected your life so far?
For a good portion of it they have defined it. Since the incident in 2nd grade I've been in a special program and under government surviellance so I'd say theres been a pretty big impact.
What about your race, growing up were you in the majority or a minority?
Majority
Did this impact your outlook in any way?
Uhm I don't think so. Self analysis isn't really my forte though.
How do you feel about other races?
Like Aliens? Don't know much about em as for people with varied skin tones I really couldn't care less. If they're good people they're good people if not, not.
Were there any traumatic experiences in your early years (death of a family member, abandonment, orphaned at an early age)?
Uhm we'll go with yes. I mean first off there was the whole Terminus Invasion that likely gave me powers in the first place then theres the incident from 2nd grade and the ensueing years bussed to ASTRO Labs for school.
Briefly describe a defining moment in your childhood and how it influenced your life.
In second grade I got in a fight with another boy, it was a normal scuffle but I kinda hit him too hard, the teachers and my parents say he's fine but I've never seen him since and Alex says they all thought he was dead. Since then I've been in a special program for schooling and really don't want to risk that happening again. I'm in better control now I guess but the risk of someone getting hurt is just too high.
What stupid things did you do when you were younger?
See above
Which toys from your childhood have you kept?
I have a baseball glove and ball my dad gave me for a birthday, we never really got to use it. My room is kinda scattered with others I guess too but they are just stuff mom hasent donated yet.
Why? What do they mean to you? If you didn't keep any, why not? What did you do to them all?
Well it kinda is the whole downside to my powers thing, Heres this normal boy and his dad activity and we can't do it cus if I throw too hard it might kill him or at least break his hand.
Do you have any deep, dark secrets in the past that may come back to haunt you?
Its not really a secret though I don't talk about the fight if I can help it.
Are you who you claim to be?
Well I'm certainly Mike Harris, but I'm not nearly the loner bad boy I pretend to be but I know its better and safer for everyone this way.
Do you have any sort of criminal record?
Not really, though the government has records of the past ten years of my life that are pretty exhaustive.
How do you view the heroes/legends of your country?
I sometimes dream that I could be like them but know they are better then me. They have managed to use thier powers for so much good but I can't risk it.
Family
Who were your parents?
Marvin and Melinda Harris, My dads a copy editor at the city desk for the Freedom Ledger my mom is the general manager of a organic food co-op and part time yoga instructor.
Were you raised by them? If not, then why didn't they and who did raise you?
Yes though for the last ten years I've spent the days in a special government program.
What was their standing in the community?
Pretty much normal citizens, my mother was jailed a few times for protesting the Moore act back in the eighties though.
Did your family stay in one area or move around a lot?
We've lived on Oak street in Hanover my whole life.
How did you get along with their parents?
I never new my paternal grandparents they died before I was born. I always loved my Moms parents they had the coolest Farm outside the city but I din't get to go visit very often after the government survielance started.
How would your parents describe you? Answer this in the voice of your mother, then in your father's.
Mother: He's a good boy but the teen years are hard for anyone and someone different doubly so. The Governments meddling certainly hasn't helped, it's left him feeling like some kind of freak. I'm sure he'll grow out of it now that he can go t a normal school and maybe make some friends.
Father: He's a good kid, a good kid. Strong, fast, tall, what more coudl a father ask for? heh heh well yea he's not adjusted well with everything I suppose but his hearts in the right place.
Do you have any siblings? If so how many and what were their names? How did you get along with each of your siblings?
Only child.
What was your birth position in the family?
First and only.
List all current knowledge of family locations, spouses, children, birth dates, schooling, and any important incidents that only you and they might remember.
My parents live in Hanover and mom works there too, dad commutes to downtown. My grandparents live on a farm about an hour and a half north of Freedom. Theres really almost nothing only we know since the survielance started. Before that there is the circumstances of my first flight but Alex's mom knows about that too. Mom was born in the summer of '67, August 15th, Dad was born on the 3rd of Febuary in 65.
Do you stay in touch with them or have you become estranged?
I live with my folks still and hope that now that the government "study" we were "asked" to take part in has "ended" we can hopefully visit my grandparents again.
Do you love or hate one member of the family in particular?
Not really though my relationship with my father could be better, he just doesn't understand me.
Is any member of the family special to you in any way (perhaps, as a confidant, mentor, or arch-rival)?
Not really, I mean none of them really understand what I'm going through.
Are there any black (or white) sheep in the family (including you)?
Nope
If so, who are they and how did they "gain" the position?
N/A
Do you have a notorious or celebrated ancestor?
The Harris' have a long history of mediocrity that I seem to have resoundingly broken.
If so, what did this person do to become famous or infamous?
N/A
Do you try to live up to the reputation of your ancestor, try to live it down, or ignore it?
N/A
Do you ever want to have a family of your own someday?
I suppose in the abstract but really the chances are slim. Even if we got past the obvious risks I don't know that I could, well you know, contribute.
Would anything change your mind on this issue and if so, what?
If I find a woman who wouldn't be at risk of death if I was, uhm, overly vigorous? But I don't see any calls from Lady Liberty soon so not likely.
What type of person would be your ideal mate?
Kind hearted and open, accepting of me for who I am. Someone who can know me and still loves me.
Relationships
Do you have any close friends? If so, who and what are they like?
Other than Alex not many. I got to know a few of the other kids fromt he program but we didn't really have alot of contact outside of that.
What is the history of their relationship(s) with you?
I've know Alex her whole life and as far back as I can remember. She's kinda always been there even when we got carted off after I hurt that poor kid. She's almost like a littel sister to me but a likea really smart telepathic littel sister that helps me on tests.
Do you currently have a best friend whom you would protect with your reputation or your life?
Alex definately, some of the other kids from the program ar close but it woudl depend what kind of trouble they had gotten in.
If so, who are they and what caused you to feel so close to them? What would have to happen for you to end this relationship?
Alex has always been there, half the time in my head she probably knows me better than I know myself honestly. I can't think of anything that Alex woudl evr do that woudl make me end it but I suppose in she went crazy mindbender and all that I might but I just don't see that ever happening and even if it seemed too I would have my doubts.
Do you have any bitter enemies?
Not really. Not really a full fledge Hero at this point.
If so, who are they, what are they like, and what is the history of their feud with you?
N/A
Have you defeated them before?
N/A
How might these enemies seek to discomfit you in the future?
Well my family or alex would be obvious targets should I earn the enemity of nefarious types.
Which person(s) or group(s) are you most loyal to?
The city and whole country really. And Alex and my family.
Who is your most trusted ally?
Alex
Who do you trust, in general?
I tend to trust the government despite my mom's ranting about the program, I mean they are right I am dangerous.
On a more personal level I trust my family and Alex, a couple of the other kids from the program I kinda trust but I don't even know if we'll see them again.
Who do you despise and why?
Bullies, those who prey on people weaker then themselves
Name seven things you hate in others.
Cruelty, Violent behavior, Abuse of power, Greed, Intolerance, Abuse of trust, Taking freedoms for granted and abusing them.
Is your image consistent?
Pretty much, I'm a sullen teen is pretty consistent.
Do you deliberately present yourself differently in different situations, and how?
I put up a pretty consistent presentation though in testing I tend to present myself as less capable than I am.
What would you die for?
The greater good though I'd rather not have too. I'd die to defend my parents or Alex or other innocents in danger.
What is the worst thing someone has done to you?
Some of the testing methods got pretty extreme. There was a set of tests Alex says to see if my powers had an emotional componant, designed to upset me. They were made by profesionals with access to my psych evaluations so it was pretty rough.
What is your general reaction to an attractive member of the opposite sex who lets you know they are available?
Feign disintrest then maybe write poetry about what might have been.
How do you get along with others of the same adventuring class?
I respect the control others have and ability to use thier powers in a non-reckless way.
Have you lost any loves?
Nope, Had pet goldfish once but that hardly counts.
How did you handle the situation (short & long term)?
N/A
Who would miss you should you go missing?
Well my Parents firstly, probably Alex pretty quickly. I might still be under survielance but they say they've stopped that.
How close are you to your adventuring companions?
I don't really have any yet. But before I do I woudl have to be pretty close, or at least I would get close to them quickly.
What do they not know about you?
I'm a pretty open book but I don't really bring up the incident.
Are you a member of any house, guild, organization, or church? What is your level of involvement?
Nope, My dad tried to get me into the boyscouts but I wasn't into it and mom said the last thing I needed was paramilitary prep training.
Personality & Beliefs
Do you, or did you, have any role models?
My dad and grandfather, I really respect the little things they do and did to keep things going, I think too much attention is paid to "supers" and not enough to normal folks who day to day make things run.
Do you have any heroes or idols, either contemporary or from legend?
That said I think Heroes do have a place, and I personally am still inspired as many are by Centurion and his sacrafice.
Did you ever become disillusioned with former heroes or idols? If so, why and what were the circumstances?
Not, really though some of the testing in the program had me doubting the government for a bit but they did have the best intrest of the country at heart and I can respect that.
When did you decide to become an adventurer?
Haven't really though Alex likes to point out that it really is where our talents lie I don't think she takes the risks seriously enough.
Why have you chosen to risk your life as a career?
Well I wouldn't call it a career but for a just cause is there another choice?
What do you expect to get out of being an adventurer? What, if anything, would make you stop adventuring?
Well I just hope I can manage not to cause more harm then good should I get pulled into a situation. If my actions led to innocents being hurt I would probably give up.
Do you have any dreams or ambitions? If not, why?
Well I most often wish I could just be normal but in my heart of hearts I dream of the Freedom League or other such grand heroism.
What are your short term goals (what would you like to be doing within a year)?
I hope to be able to blend in at this new school and that no one gets hurt, Its been along time since I was in general population with normal kids my age.
What are your long term goals (what would you like to be doing twenty years from now)?
The simple life a good job and maybe a family. Deep down though I hope I could be part of something bigger than me.
If these goals seem at odds with each other, or with your dreams, how do you reconcile the differences?
Simply put I don't. I an pretty good at self denial and I know the hero dreams are just my Ego overiding the truth of how dangerous I am.
Do you have any great rational or irrational fears or phobias? If so, what are the origins of, or reasons behind them?
I have a perfectly rational fear of hurting others. I have grave destructive potential and must always be careful.
How do you react when this fear manifests itself?
I usually lock up and become indecisive.
What are your attitudes regarding material wealth?
I suppose its nice but if you have enough you don't really need more. My folks work hard for where they are and deserve what they have but they try and give back too.
Are you miserly with your share of the wealth, or do you spend it freely?
I tend to spend pretty freely but never having really wanted for anything I can't say that that would be the case when I'm on my own.
Do you see wealth as a mark of success, or just as a means to an end?
I guess its a kind of success but if thats how you measure your worth its pretty sad.
How do you generally treat others?
It varries I tend to be ratehr acerbic to new people and definately don't let people get close. But should you weather that and become my friend I'm actually pretty open and careing.
Do you trust easily (perhaps too easily) or not?
Myself i don't trust at all and others I tend to not trust too easily but I will give people the benefit of the doubt in most cases.
Are you introverted (shy and withdrawn) or extroverted (outgoing)?
I'm more introverted over all though deep down I do crave compaionship.
Are you a humble soul or blusteringly proud?
An odd mix really I'm humble appearing but thats mostly due to my somewhat exagerated opinion of my own abilities.
What habits do you find most annoying in friends?
How they try to pressure me into doing more with my powers. Alex is also really nosy and kinda a tattletale.
What are your most annoying habits?
I'm a rather sullen grumpy teen boy thats pretty annoying in and of itself. the healthy dose of self loathing certainly doesn't help.
Is there any race, creed, alignment, religion, class, profession, political viewpoint, or the like against which you are strongly prejudiced, and why?
Well I'm pretty down on those who wish chaos and discord or tyranny but I don't think that unreasonable.
What is your favourite food?
I'm a simple creature and really a fan of a good burger
What is your favourite drink?
I usually just drink water, sometimes citrus juices.
What is your favourite treat (desert)?
I have a certain weakness for hot cinabons with the cream chees frosting
Do you favour a particular cuisine?
I like 'american' food mostly though will eat almost anything, I tend to not be able to fill up on asian cuisine though.
Do you savor the tastes when eating or "wolf down" your food?
I tend to bolt my food.
Do you like food mild or heavily spiced?
Doesn't make a big difference so long as the spices are complementary.
Are there any specific foodstuffs that you find disgusting or refuse to eat?
Not yet
What are your favourite colour(s)?
I'm a fan of dark colors back and sometiems deep blue or red.
Is there any colour that you dislike?
Pastels really rub me the wrong way
Do you have a favourite (or hated) song, type of music, or instrument?
I'm a fan of alot of music really mostly new rock alternative and some stuff from the college station.
If you have a favourite scent, what is it?
I like the smell right after a rainstorm up in the country.
What is your favourite type of animal?
Don't really have a favorite but I'm kinda partial to dogs I guess. My moms allergic so we coulc neer have one.
Are you allergic to any kinds of animals?
Nope
Is there anything that enrages you?
I try really hard to never let my temper get the best of me though threats to my family or friends definatly strain that.
Is there anything which embarrasses you?
Sometimes I'm embarassed by things Alex shares but not in general.
Do you enjoy "roughing it", or do you prefer your creature comforts?
I'm pretty happy with either, I like the outdoors but I'm certainly happy to have the comforts of home when I get back.
Do you have a patron deity?
Not really. My dads a non-practicing Apiscapalian and my mom likes to sing at the Unitarian church on the weekends but identifies as buddist most of the time. I kinda belive in a higher power but don't really have a name for it.
Are you devout or impious?
I respect religion but it isn't really for me.
Do you actively worship and proselytize or do you simply pay lip service?
I don't really do either. What worship I do is earnist but uncommon.
What lengths would you go to defend your faith?
Uhm I don't really have one so not far. I mostly belive in doing right.
Was your faith influenced or molded by anyone special?
I suppose mostly by my parents indifferance.
Do you belong to a dominant church, or an independent church, cult, or sect (and is the group accepted, frowned upon, or considered heretics)?
Not really part of an organized church of any kind.
Will you kill?
Never again. ((OOC note Mike thinks he likely killed the boy in second grade but the kid may have made a full recovery Mike just hasn't been really fully informed on it.))
When did you decide (or learn) that you would?
Even though it was an accident I still haven't forgiven myself for what I did to that boy.
When do you consider it okay to kill (under what circumstances)?
Never, no matter how evil the person is you shouldn't sink to their level.
When do you consider it wrong to kill (under what circumstances)?
Always, Justifacations are just lies to yourself to hide from the truth of what you've done.
What would you do if someone else attempted to (or successfully did) kill under your "wrong" circumstances, what would be your reaction?
I would stop them. If I was unable to stop them I would try and apprehend them and turn them over t the authorities.
What if it were your enemy?
makes no difference.
What if it were your friend?
Same though I woudl try and understand why they had taken this step and if warrented lobby for lienence.
What if the opponent were not in control of their own actions (under duress, charmed, dominated, possessed)?
Then its the responsability of the one controling them. There is always a better way than killing.
What would you do if something were stolen from you?
Probably report it stolen, if I knew who stole it I would try and get it back and find out why they felt the need to steal it, maybe help them if they were just that needy. If it was just greed turn them over to the authorities.
What would you do if you were badly insulted publicly?
Insult them back and sulk
What would you do if a good friend or relative were killed by means other than natural death?
Mourn them, bring the responsable party to justice and try and live up to their memory
What is the one task you would absolutely refuse to do?
Kill, Harm innocents
What do you consider to be the worst crime someone could commit and why?
Genocide, Killing on such a scale is monsterous.
How do you feel about government (rulers) in general? Why do you feel that way?
It vaies from ruler to ruler some are just some are incompetant and some are corrupt we shoudl aid the just, and help to correct the course of the others.
Do you support the current government of your homeland?
I do though some elements make me nervous
If so, how far are you willing to go to defend the government? If not, do you actively oppose it?
I'll defend the government however I can within my morals.
What form of government do you believe is the best (democracy, monarchy, anarchy, aristocratic rule, oligarchy, matriarchy) and why?
Democracy, Freedom and equality. I'm not so naieve as to think its perfect but its better than the alternative.
Do you have any unusual habits or dominant personality traits that are evident to others?
I tend to be quiet and even sullen, I hold myself apart and try not to let anyone get close. None the less I can be cought looking with a degree of longing to more social groups.
If so, describe them and how you acquired them, as well as when they might be more noticeable and what causes them.
Well I came to them kinda naturally, I hold others at arms length to protect them from me. New people especially friendly ones tend to bring this out more.
Do you have any unusual or nervous mannerisms, such as when talking, thinking, afraid, under stress, or when embarrassed?
Not really, when my temper starts to get pricked I tend to look away and concentrate on other things.
What is your most treasured possession?
Don't really have one. I'm pretty fond of my iPod but things can be replaced.
If your life were to end in 24 hours, what 5 things would you do in those remaining hours?
Tell my family how important they have been to me, Thank Alex for always being there, Find the boy I hurt and/or his family and tell them how sorry I am, Play catch with dad, Last game of slapjack with Alex.
Career & Training
Where and how were you educated?
Early education was in public school from 2nd to 10th grade was in a special program at ASTRO Labs under government contract.
Who trained you in your adventuring class(es)?
No one yet but I'm about to begin attendance of the Clairmont Academy
What was your relationship with your teacher(s)/mentor(s)?
The teachers and doctors at fromt he program were nice enough but always a little skitish and secretive.
Is this person or institution still in existence?
Astro Labs is but offiacially at least the program has been shut down.
Were you a prize student or did you just barely pass?
Kinda in the middle I did well on the standard curriculum but balked at much of the testing they performed.
Look at your skills. How did you acquire them (especially the unusual ones)?
Most of them are just basic knowledge picked up at school, I do watch people pretty carefully and have honed my ability to read them to an extent as well as pick up details in general. I have worked as a stage hand with my mom on som community productions building sets and such as well.
Have you ever done anything else for a living?
Nope
How do you function in combat (maneuvers, weaknesses)?
I mostly try and keep the weaker people around safe, I'll take an attack meant for someone else if I can get in the way. When I'm forced on to the offensive I try and end it quickly before things get too out of hand with a powerfull attack.
Have you ever received any awards or honours?
Not yet
Is there anything that you don't currently know how to do that you wish you could?
Not really, I mean eventually I need to get job training but I don't know what I want to do when I grow up, maybe construction I like working with my hands.
Are you envious of others who can do such things in a good-natured way or are you sullen and morose about it?
Well I'm not really envious but sullen and morose are kinda keywords for me.
Lifestyle & Hobbies
When not adventuring, what is your normal daily routine?
School in the morning, then home to work on homework or just hang out. Sometimes Alex comes over or I go over to her house either for tutoring or just to hang out.
How do you feel and react when this routine is interrupted for some reason?
If I get to miss school I'm pretty happy.
What are your hobbies when you are not adventuring or training?
I some times work on backstage stuff and set building for comunity plays my mom gets involved in. I also write some when I have private time for it poetry mostly.
What do you do for relaxation? What things do you do for enjoyment? What interests do you have?
I like movies and though most video game controlers are too small I do enjoy some games. I'll play board games with Alex at her insistance as well.
How do you normally dress when not in your adventuring gear?
I don't really have an 'adventuring' costume yet.
What do you normally wear in bed at home?
Boxers sometimes a t-shirt.
What do you normally wear in bed while adventuring?
Same?
Do you wear any identifiable jewelry?
Not in general
Where do you normally put your weapons, magic items, or other valuables when you are sleeping?
Don't have any.
What morning or evening routines do you normally have?
I eat a big breakfast and rush to catch the bus, in the evening I dodge questions about school from my parents over dinner and try and watch some TV in my room before bed.
Do these change when you are adventuring?
Not really. I mean I gues it would if i had to do stuff at night.
Travel: how do you get around locally?
Mostly public transit. I have my license but no car yet
Do you have a Last Will and Testament?
No, I don't really have anything to put in it.
What does it say?
N/A
Miscellaneous
What would you like to be remembered for after your death?
Being a good person, leaving this place better than I found it.
What kind of threat do you present to the public?
A prety signifigant one in my estimation. If I am carelss I can cuase a fair amount of destruction adn hurt people pretty bad.
If your features were to be destroyed beyond recognition, is there any other way of identifying your body? The techs from the program might have some way of detecting the Terminus energies that they same infuse my tissues but that woudl be the same for Alex or likely any of the kids from the program.
As a player, if you could, what advice would you give your character? Speak as if he/she were sitting right here in front of you. Use proper tone so they might heed your advice...
You can be better than this. You can do the right thing you know what it is. Step up and make the world a better place. You have the power to harm but also to help a great number and stop those that would use thier own powers to the detriment of the city and society in general. You have it in you to be a real hero like the Freedom League you just have to step up and do it. With power like yours comes responsability to not only not cause harm but to help standing on the sidelines when you could help is just as bad as doing it yourself.